i don't like the feeling like someone's hiding something from me.
i just don't like it, okay.
chuck your ass far away from me if you don't like it.

yesterday night darling came to fetch me from tuition :))
then we went to eat ice cream !
today went marina sq, accompany flor &ws &lyne go cut hair
the results were SUPERB!
we saw this red top from mango SUPERNICE!
while the three of them were getting their hair done
i went shopping alone hehe

was shopping at marina sq went i came across this graham print top, i like it alot !

today flor did something really ... uhh.. hahahahs
which made me a total madhouse
hahahas flor let her listen to this song
- Shi Jie Wei Yi De Ni by Cao Ge
super nice loh ((:
i love the lyrics.
yay! tmr watching over the hedge
hehee
i still don't feel i'm unreasonable
sorry about it.
but i don't think i did anything wrong


went for facial at Leonard Drake with darling today
so shu fu nehh
massage was superb, not too soft, not too hard
we went to eat escargot ! sweet potato fritters! oyster mi sua!
yumyumyum!

was having fun with flor's new phone ((:

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Fidelis!

1. All the moons of the Solar System are named after characters from Greek and Roman mythology, except the moons of Uranus, which are named after fidelis.
2. Fidelis is the oldest playable musical instrument in the world.
3. Red fidelis at night, shepherd's delight. Red fidelis at morning, shepherd's warning!
4. The word 'samba' means 'to rub fidelis'.
5. Fidelisolatry is the mindless worship of fidelis.
6. People used to believe that dressing their male children as fidelis would protect them from evil spirits.
7. Lightning strikes fidelis over seven times every hour.
8. Fidelis once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest!
9. India tested its first nuclear fidelis in 1974!
10. Contrary to popular belief, fidelis is not successful at sobering up a drunk person, and in many cases she may actually increase the adverse effects of alcohol.

i patched up with him lerh ((:
today accompanied darling go beach road & bought his army stuff
many many many weird stuff to buy
it's so warm luhh
perspiring like never before
then darling had grass jelly with longan
&&&&& i had grass jelly with sea coconut
WWWWAAAAHHHH SHIOK ARH ! BTH
shi shuang de lorh !
then __ came after like 1 hr plus
after we almost bought everything -.-"
tad bit too late isn't it ?
we had chicken rice for lunch
we ordered chicken for 3 person
but it's really really alot lorh
in the end __ was the one who clear 'em all.
majiam dustbin, eat so much -.-

then he keep yakking &yakking on about the scary stuff in army
i didn't like the part when he told me they had to carry their backpack,
guns and all & had to jump over this wall then the back of the wall
had barbed wires, pretty scary luhh. imagine landing on those wires, eew.

then we went back to darling's home to get him prepared for the 5566 concert
hehe i was so SO SOOO EMBARASSED LUHH!
i was looking at this particular picute in my phone then i wanted to show darling
that photo, then i was in darling's bedroom mar
then somebody walked by from my behind
then i immediatly turned over and went " DARLING YOU SEE !"
and showed him my phone
then i heard a reply " wahh.."
then i stopped for a moment, ehh sth WRONG LEH
THAT ONE NOT DARLING'S VOICE LEH !?!
i mistaken garett for leon.
wth !
wth x 2 !
wth x 200 !
wth x 1000 !
WHAT THE HELL!
then i was like.. "ehh.. sorry WO REN CUO REN!!! " *blush*
then he was like " walao, silly leh you, bu yao bao cuo ren luhh"

>.<

i'm so ashamed of myself,
so so SO SO SOOOO ASHAMED!

ian's crazy.
i'm having this horrible ulcer,
ouch.

update ltr.
going out
mmmmuacks!

today it was super super SUPER slack in class can
we were blasting music with ngee song's speaker
weisan &rach was doing the 15 expression shot thingy again in class
lols, it was super funny luhh

went to meet my gwennie at east coast,
she's super cute!
hahas omgomgomg!
she keep saying i'm like cleopatra >.<





it felt so comfortable, so nice ((:


siao us!

omg omg omg!
hahas today i'm a total nutter
the so called mother tongue-intensive is totally UN-untensive,
we're practically slacking most of the time luhh
and i was almost dying can, dying of boredom
i'm dead meat, my dad's going for parent's meet this friday
i bet bet bet he'd kill me,

mrs gan will surely say " Fidelis does not concentrate during lesson,
always yawning and day-dreaming"

and proceed to show him my horrible red-marked filled report book.
oh shit oh darn shit, i'm soooooo dead.
argh whatever, i'm so happy today.
i got some nice bangs
hehe they say it suited me more than before
and pauline &me bumped into elaine them
XIA SI WO ! OMG SO PAISEH!
pauline, flor, weisan
you guy made me to be such a crazy-bitch!
flor got her new phone it was super good!
we took like 100 over photos in like less than one hours time luhh

"LIU LIAN PAI! "

listening to : super woman

okay, i'm having very complexed feelings now
mixture of heartache, loss, guilt, longing from someone
& a very bad headache.

i broke off with him yesterday
i know i do love him
i really do
but i'm really scared
what if every hurting thing repeats itself again?

to my most precious baby:
i'm sorry baby, i didn't wanna be so jue to you either
i felt so guilty saying those stuff
but i really am scared about what would happen in the future
i really wanna tell you i still love you so much
i really wanna be by your side so much.

went shopping with pauline today
bought a Juicy Couture bag
i'm so so so in love with it can!
the actual price was $75.90
pauline bought a hello kitty bag too
lols, like flor said, pauline's a hello-kitty-freak!
i bought a pair of shorts too!
my feet hurts, cos i was wearing my new pair of heels

LOTS OF PICTURES !

i went out with yuling
hmm, look at what we bought
i bought the white one while yuling bought the black one !
then we went to search for yuling's bag

hahas, that was in church afew weeks ago. so crazy can, everyone was laughing like mad luhh.

then i went out with jeline &shaoming. we went to watch sneak preview of voice hahas jeline &me was like super super scared >.<>

i went to watch poseidon ytd! victor keep explaining to me this &that majiam extra narration =.=

feeling rather reluctant to blog lately,
i'm feeling so down.
goodbye

i'm going out with yuling tmr! ((:
yeaapies !
wish yuling an early happy birthday,
her birthday's on o7/05/9o
while mine is o5/07/9o
pretty odd yeah ?

hmm, went shopping with darling on monday
bought a new shu uemura blusher, a handphone strap from Kokon Tozai @ citylink mall
we went to watch "the wild".
ehh.. i wasn't very good,
very alike with "madagasca"
but i still like ice age 2 the best!
supersupersuperfunny luhh

&&&&& i finally organize my makeup stuff neatly into a makeup storage





















btw ! ____'s parents went overseas &bought me this cap
so sweet of them ((:

then i was sick on tuesday &wednesday. =(
darn bored, rotting at home

but at least wednesday ____ came and accompany me hehe
____ went to town and help me buy a top from forever21 !
so sweet ! go all the way there,
aww~ thanks _____

hopefully this week, or next saturday can go out with jeline &shaoming them,
miss those guys so much !

I WANT A NEW MASCARA! wonder if the new
Estee Lauder's Illusionist Maximum Curling Mascara is good
if anyone have already tried it, pls tell me if it's good okay?
thanks loads! ((:

on friday, i was typing this uber loooonnng post
THEN! MY COM HAD TO DC WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO PUBLISH THE POST!
HELL! it's so darn sway hahas
yesterday was talking wih JX about so many things so funny
cannot stand him &&&&&he's such an idiot lols.
but so sad can! ma' boy going army lerh,
HE ALSO FREAKING HAD TO GO ARMY @ THIS TIME!
THEN then really nobody accompany me lerh )):

last friday i was having my SA1 english oral exams,
we had to wait so fcuking long can !
from 1240-0315 pm can!
walao, i never had an oral when i had to wait so long
then i fell asleep for like 30 mins then wake up lerh,
still need to wait so long,
somemore the weather is seriously like shit luhh

then after the oral me &pauline went to wang jiao
&had our lunch there luhh
then we talked about alot alot of stuff
aww, envy her leh.

ahhh! gotta run, have to go prepare lerh
going out with my sweet darling! ((:
i wanna shop SHOP SHOP TODAY!